1757020432 -!- logibear(~logibear@ks392457.kimsufi.com) has joined ##spiritualityonthespectrum 1757020762 -!- Digit changed mode/##spiritualityonthespectrum -> +v logibear 1757055942 testing logibear 1757056926 testing again 1757057026 reposting original lines before logibear was here and correctly configured 1757057041 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vN_EwbXMEyY how peeps overcome the wealth gap and rise into their own power 1757057047 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=inNoqn26mbQ spiritual side of children on the spectrum 1757057222 -!- Digit changed topic to "Welcome to an unofficial SpiritualityOnTheSpectrum chan : https://www.youtube.com/@SpiritualityontheSpectrum | Discuss knowledge & experience of spirituality, science, religion, philosophy. No small talk. Jump straight into the juicy substance. | public log: http://ks392457.kimsufi.com/irc/log/sots | chans that inspired this chan: https://www.youtube.com/@SpiritualityontheSpectrum & #" 1757081693 -!- Digit changed topic to "Welcome to an unofficial SpiritualityOnTheSpectrum chan : https://www.youtube.com/@SpiritualityontheSpectrum | Discuss knowledge & experience of spirituality, science, religion, philosophy. No small talk. Jump straight into the juicy substance. | public log: http://ks392457.kimsufi.com/irc/log/sots" 1757081808 https://www.youtube.com/shorts/1GHsaTuXC4I why autistics hate small talk. 1757087710 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yGqheSBwc2k The Shutdown That Silences Souls: What the Stats Won’t Tell You 1757107092 did you know that human innovation had zero inertia propulsion in the latter half of the 1800s? follow the tech arc from Michael Faraday through to Nikola Tesla's era. Many less famous people worked on such things. Spaceships for everybody. :) We have so much headroom. 1757107895 https://www.youtube.com/shorts/gMQxEEnuvTg Don't comply. Elementals everywhere. The future in our hands. Don't comply, it's all a lie. Let it go. When it's time, you'll know. 1757267520 -!- Digit changed topic to "Welcome to an unofficial SpiritualityOnTheSpectrum chan : https://www.youtube.com/@SpiritualityontheSpectrum | Discuss knowledge & experience of spirituality, science, religion, philosophy. No small talk Jump straight into the juicy substance. | public log: http://ks392457.kimsufi.com/irc/log/sots | No flooding, no trolling, no bigotry. See https://libera.chat/guides/catalyst | Mendw" 1757267540 -!- Digit changed topic to "Welcome to an unofficial SpiritualityOnTheSpectrum chan : https://www.youtube.com/@SpiritualityontheSpectrum | Discuss knowledge & experience of spirituality, science, religion, philosophy. No small talk Jump straight into the juicy substance. | public log: http://ks392457.kimsufi.com/irc/log/sots | No flooding, no trolling, no bigotry. See https://libera.chat/guides/catalyst |" 1757287102 -!- Digit(~user@user/digit) has joined ##spiritualityonthespectrum 1757806165 covert-narcissists, they rig their own readouts, they lie to themselves, they keep getting more toxic inside, while they keep manipulating outside [like preventing criticism (from being made, or received)] to hide the reactions to that inner cesspit, rather than cleaning up inside. not just stagnated spiritual grpwth, but spiritual rotting into ever worsening rancidity. 1758029323 even being aware of the tricks, is insufficient protection from them. like in this piece about cult leader's psyop tactics [ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LEMzy9c-EQM ]: 1, impersonate family. 2, isolate from real family. 3, language twisting / gaslighting. 4, demonising scrutiny/questions (e.g. "conspiracy theorist!", "epistemology is stolen ideas", "to question god is blasphemy", etc). 5, habit-conditioning rewards for blind 1758029323 obedience, (e.g. "have a donut for a jab"). 6, fake reciprocity (e.g. narcissistic future faking). all of these can be seen in advertising. all of them subvert, prevent and atrophy critical thinking. ... and while that all seems more for ##psychology than ##philosophy, i more wonder about the underlying philosophy, that brings one to do such, and what philosophical aproaches/awarenesses may help make one less susceptible. 1758042018 -!- Digitteknohippie(~user@user/digit) has joined ##spiritualityonthespectrum 1758458495 -!- logibear(~logibear@ks392457.kimsufi.com) has joined ##spiritualityonthespectrum 1758458557 logibear reconnected. oops. 1758458626 low spoons, gonna be lax on setting up a script to autoreconnect and rejoin logibear for now. shall see if i sort it out next time it disconnects. n_n 1758653708 -!- hairu(m-uotkmd@user/hairu) has joined ##spiritualityonthespectrum 1758653903 -!- hairu(m-uotkmd@user/hairu) has joined ##spiritualityonthespectrum 1758655116 -!- hairu(m-uotkmd@user/hairu) has joined ##spiritualityonthespectrum 1758674614 -!- Digit(~user@user/digit) has joined ##spiritualityonthespectrum 1758756086 -!- Digitteknohippie(~user@user/digit) has joined ##spiritualityonthespectrum 1758866888 -!- Digit(~user@user/digit) has joined ##spiritualityonthespectrum 1758877412 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LcPJMoPWQes Another episode of Spirituality On The Spectrum. Rings loud and true, oh so familiar, here. 1758915707 -!- Digit(~user@user/digit) has joined ##spiritualityonthespectrum 1759315577 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8l-fuh9gMP0 "About "False Altar" - Bye-bye Neurotypical System: AuDHD Define Our Own!" 1759316568 oh wow, that episode flew by. 17 minutes felt like 2 minutes. 1759333571 -!- hairu(m-uotkmd@user/hairu) has joined ##spiritualityonthespectrum 1759335182 -!- hairu(m-uotkmd@user/hairu) has joined ##spiritualityonthespectrum 1759336362 -!- hairu(m-uotkmd@user/hairu) has joined ##spiritualityonthespectrum 1759398956 -!- Digit(~user@user/digit) has joined ##spiritualityonthespectrum 1759452070 understood, Digit. apologies... i just don't always have much to say 1759540351 love you Digit 1759571566 chamomile time 1759571570 ~5h sleep 1759581591 Digit: listening to planet x - quantum (album) fyi 1759600976 ACTION points hairu to the topic 1759601294 or maybe that's too much to hope for. even in ##philosophy, even in ##autism, there are those who dont just say the interesting stuff, but pad out with nothing but "hello"s and noise. dashing my hopes that the log would be a solid read of the juicy stuff. 1759601780 i have no juicy stuff for now, lest the psychiatrist hospitalize me again. sorry! 1759677349 transformative road trip 1759677508 Digit: i love you, thank you my guru 1759677532 https://matrix.xwaretech.net/heisenbridge/_heisenbridge/media/xwaretech.net/mkRugkYJhEmBenhxBuiyXWCR/XXcqfte-WOw/peak_leaves_guru_digit.zip 1759677546 42 photos 1759677557 the way to my parents' cottage 1759677576 i haven't been here for peak leaves in over a decade! 1759677583 enjoy <3 1759690254 being called a guru offends my egalitarian sensibilities. i'm eager to share ideas, insights, etc, and explore them. but that's too much corrupting power and too much (for want of a better word) responsibility, to be heralded as a "guru". ... especially in the cultural memetic miasma perpetuated by those falling into giving their power away to "gurus" and "experts", not realising the deep folly of switching their brains off ... like 1759690254 one of my quips says: "when you find socrates, you dont stop questioning. when you find the buddha, you dont stop doing right. when you find christ, you dont stop caring. when you find krishna, you dont stop being. when you find lao tsu, you dont stop enjoying. what sage do you expect to find who will have you stop doing what they teach? from where, an expert can be found, via whome all responsibility is shifted from you, onto them?" 1759690254 - Digit http://ks392457.kimsufi.com/drnw/quips.html 1759690329 i'm not opening some mystery zip file. also... are you sure you want that public logged? 1759692004 n_n started turning my quips into cartoon doodles. http://ks392457.kimsufi.com/drnw/quips/monoperspectivism.png 1759693720 taking a rest before completing the 2nd one (for "in a sea of misinformation everybody's a shill"), to avoid burnout. got the sea made, and the quip, still to add a bunch of misinformants bobbing around in the sea, regurgitating the sea in speech bubbles. 1759696201 Digit: elder encourager then? 1759696205 vs guru 1759696267 Digit: sure dude 1759696288 it's just 42 autumn photos for you to enjoy <3 1759696323 https://matrix.xwaretech.net/heisenbridge/_heisenbridge/media/xwaretech.net/eTLVmRbyfizZDdzcjhTetody/QRMKEJE2Qr0/IMG_1510.jpeg 1759696334 fyi. happy 16:20 here 1759700344 heh, came across this other line i could add as a quip too, along same lines: "srsly though, if you’re wise enough to know you’re not smart enough to figure it out, what makes you think you’re smart enough to know who to pick as an expert?" https://iviv.hu/posts/755052407f63013d70dc1eac510f7330 ... 1759700390 ACTION checks searching "expert" on http://ks392457.kimsufi.com/drnw/quips.html to make sure it's not yet already there... nopes... adding 1759734161 just realised, i could turn these quiptoons into a deck of cards. ... time to change format from 4:3 to 1:1.4 1759736197 08:22:48 up 66 days, 18:06, 69 users, ... numerological tingles. and after about 10/11ths of https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WU9uYgmpz5k poignancy (queen amun ra's tarot for aquarius). 1759743100 heh :> 1759743745 just woke up from dreams again 1759745212 what was in the dreams? 1759747895 -!- Digit(~user@user/digit) has joined ##spiritualityonthespectrum 1759764375 uncertain thankfully 1759764398 If a tree falls in a forest and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound? answer: yes. the tree is alive, as are its inhabitants 1759767087 -!- hairu(m-uotkmd@user/hairu) has joined ##spiritualityonthespectrum 1759778340 best answer thwarting that, that i've encountered yet. 1759804277 -!- Digitteknohippie(~user@user/digit) has joined ##spiritualityonthespectrum 1759855738 -!- hairu(m-uotkmd@user/hairu) has joined ##spiritualityonthespectrum 1759857074 -!- hairu(m-uotkmd@user/hairu) has joined ##spiritualityonthespectrum 1759863900 Digit: <3 :D 1760004088 ooh, a fresh spirituality on the spectrum vid https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eHK8X8xGB88 1760004105 also... somewhere over the rainbow, on a train. ;D https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xctzp0dp9uc 1760004128 defiant goodness in dark times. 1760006425 Digit: the leprechaun in me believes the "pot" of gold at the end of the rainbow is, in fact, a HEART OF GOLD 1760006432 thoughts! 1760006434 ? 1760006483 (i am a descendant of the last irish paegan king, fyi) 1760007094 i think that's a good fit with good outcomes. 1760007171 ~ been distracted with various nutritional science and counter-genocide webbings, such that that spirituality on the spectrum episode just washed over me in the background. n_n 1760018842 all good :) 1760029138 Digit: yay the psychiatrist released me from the ward officially! 1760029151 1 month and 6 days 1760040086 welcome back to the world. ;) 1760040484 thank you!! <3 1760091692 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GhramXiUrY4 ... did not realise, Robert Murray Smith took his life, the day before his last video. one of the very greatest. no words are sufficient. in a better place, out of suffering. 1760092634 8h sleep; first time in a long time 👍 1760101093 many tears being shed today for Robert Murray Smith. and yet, when i reach out to him, he's still there, chipper as ever, in the infinite. :} 1760101156 idk how much that's available to everybody, or only those of us who have been there in our lifetimes, as i have. 1760104905 aww 1760104914 sorry you're sad Digit 1760104934 i'm on my way to the local buddhist meditation centre 1760105157 idk if it's so much "sad", as grieving. moments of joy remembering his spirit and what he gifted the world. moments of feeling like my guts are ripped out. moments of going numb to survive the overwhelm. turmultuous many emotions. 1760106061 Digit: in the hopes of my present mantra reaching your heart/mind/soul: erase my pain; erase my regret; erase my hate; erase pain; erase regret; erase hate... alpha = omega 1760107452 https://rumble.com/v6vkacj-what-is-true-freedom-david-icke.html consciousness. 1760107463 nothing to erase. 1760107486 only consciousness to grow. 1760107567 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XuJsZCaTAn8 has some tips on that too. the allowing. the sitting with the discomfort. kinda like a robustification hormesis practice. careful not to overdo it. just little by little, growing. 1760110362 Digit <3 1760110387 agree 1760116161 ACTION nearly invited more peeps here... but gotta be selective... 1760124007 while watching https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ddG-b_j5gE8 i got a thought/message/invite, to go outside, in haste (no stopping to get smokes) or i'd miss it... and looked up, and there were some openings in the clouds... saw some stars. looking for anything moving, i queried where to look, and got a thought/message "you'll know where to look", and was looking around, looking around, seeing nothing in motion, and started to think it 1760124007 was just wishful self delusion that it was anything, but continued looking, wondering if it was somehting static i was to see, and got a "you've already seen", but was increasingly incredulous, thinking it had to be just a silly notion, then i look up the other way, slightly west, near straight up... and there's the brightest star... then i realise, it's moving... :) quite fast (but slow enough that a fleeting glance may have missed 1760124007 that it's moving). and just before it gets obscured, i think a kinda "give us a wobble if you're friendly", like i often do when watching ufo... and it gives a little wobble. much elation, and i head back in to unpause the video, in a quandry about sharing it, getting a thought/message "it's just for you". but ego or something, felt the need to share somewhere. hence sharing here. have long since lost count of times i've seen 1760124007 ufo like that. very distinct from planes or helicopters or asteroids. 1760124100 this after watching, a couple videos ago, greg braden on about everything being entangled since the big bang n such... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=unhXFzLu8zo 1760173287 i suppose this is worth a paste in here too: looking at uranus again... sees the timing correlates... in 2 weeks time, if pattern holds, some major event to turn the tide, to get more on side of defeating the fascist totalitarian supremacist expansionist genocide 1760173287 and with neptune and pluto aspects: collective awakening, but also potential for confusion, deception, and sudden revelations. and with venus on the other side: "The Venus-Neptune opposition warns against idealism without action or clarity." and that grand triangle: "The grand triangle suggests a window for revolutionary yet harmonious change, especially in technology, social justice, and global communication.". now is the time. 1760173287 :) good astrological weather to get clear and act. "Creative and spiritual breakthroughs are possible, but require grounding to avoid pitfalls like burnout or disillusionment." "Relationships and values could be tested, especially if there’s a gap between what’s desired (Venus in Libra) and what’s real (Neptune’s fog)." <- so, seek grounded clarity, to ensure the enthused gusto for societal mends can go forth successfully. 1760173287 neptune moving into aries and settling into it, initiates aspirations into reality. pluto in aquarius, moves the societal changes more radically along. as unpleasant as the grit is, this really is a great time for mending things, at scale, from each individual action. 1760173400 https://astro.cafeastrology.com/graphic.php?type=24&dformat=2&date=2025/10/11&time=9.29&lat=0.00&long=0.00&tz=0.00&lang=en&nohouses=true <- helps to see it. how epic the pattern is. (and it's even more so if you can visualilse the correlations/aspects to where everything was one uranian year ago.) 1760173462 "Spiritual Activation: There’s a call to move from passive spirituality to active faith—to turn intuition into action, and dreams into plans." 1760173604 "Personal Level: If you’ve been feeling stuck in a dreamy, ungrounded state, this cusp can help you channel Neptune’s inspiration into concrete action. It’s a time to ask: What dreams are worth fighting for? and How can I begin?" 1760173604 "Creative and Spiritual Projects: Artists, mystics, and innovators may find this a potent time to launch new projects that blend intuition with boldness. Think of it as a cosmic green light for visionary ideas." 1760173604 "Caution: The cusp can also bring a tension between Pisces’ tendency to escape and Aries’ urge to charge ahead. Be mindful of acting on half-baked ideas or confusing idealism with reality." 1760173846 ... just remembered the nightmare from the middle of last night. very "9 of swords" energy, full of false awakenings, being constantly attacked by reality cutting psychopaths/cyborgs who would deceive as being caring people, constantly coming at, and throwing me, into more cuts of reality, so poly-splintered, and in every splinter, the sociopathic ai attacks again... sending sadistic narcissists ~ oh, yeah, that's what i was thinking 1760173847 about before bed. >_< 1760173874 was visually stunning at least. :3 1760173927 anyhoo... 1760173946 "Clarify Your Vision: Use Pisces’ introspective energy to refine your dreams, then harness Aries’ fire to take the first step." 1760173946 "Balance Idealism and Action: Avoid getting lost in fantasy (Pisces) or rushing into action without a plan (Aries). Aim for inspired, grounded movement." 1760173946 "Embrace the Unknown: This cusp is about trusting the process of transformation. Let go of what no longer serves you, and be open to new beginnings." 1760174099 "Dream deep. Strike now." 1760175170 "October 2025 brings a mix of deep transformation, clarity, and expanded growth. The Sun enters Scorpio on October 22, shifting energy from Libra’s balance to Scorpio’s intensity. This transition invites emotional truth, renewal, and purposeful focus. Use this time to release what no longer serves and align with your authentic path. Also, Mercury moves through Libra, Scorpio, and Sagittarius, supporting diplomacy, transformative 1760175170 communication, and big-picture thinking. Conversations this month may uncover hidden truths and expand understanding." 1760175676 "the greatest trick the devil ever played, was convincing the world he does not exist"... ? o rly? or was it "the greatest trick the devil ever played, was convincing the world he is christ (/salvation)"? 1760175702 ^ thought occurs listening to https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NzyGfS2-mEI 1760176136 couldnt keep listening to that, with the lag based interuptions of flow. 1760176139 good stuff: https://askastrology.com/astrology/october-2025-astrology-forecast/ 1760184195 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Se4-zlHF4-w 10 social rules that drive autistics batty. handy for non-autistics to be aware of too. 1760184656 Digit: to see stars move, dance the infinity symbol with your limbs 1760184666 especially your hips too 1760184670 wfm 1760184703 Digit: i invited #gentoo-chat btw, because i believe we should welcome all curious souls 1760184901 btw i gave a physical copy of my book, phoenix raven, to a wonderful monk here yesterday: https://maps.app.goo.gl/Az4TZH4Ebyxcnfkw9 1760184947 she conversed with me much longer than she usually offers to people arriving unannounced 1760184977 wfm = work force management? 1760185037 #gentoo-chat... !? they gleefully tortured and trolled and gaslit me denying the genocide i survived, and when i took it up with comrel, they were similarly dismissive. 1760185131 next vid just started on my playlist: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sz_HpuMAvV8 "someone is still desperately trying to hide what they did // they know you are on to them" 1760185169 work for mantras 1760185207 some of them are cool in #gentoo-chat 1760185219 i give all my friends as many chances as they need 1760185248 some. indeed. i cant go there any more after that intentional trauma povokation. and it was from ops too! 1760185326 it was so bad, it put me off the idea of even using gentoo any more. 1760185602 [2025-10-10 17:57:26] * Digit nearly invited more peeps here... but gotta be selective... 1760185602 ^ and that was even peeps from #gentoo-weed 1760185692 aw 1760185701 ah 1760185703 i see 1760185720 well we can have guidelines and ban malicious actors in here? 1760185727 then invite all? 1760185783 Digit: for topic in here? 1760185831 fuck it half way; love is all and love is everyone: it is knowing; phoenix raven: https://archive.org/details/caqa-de-gogo 1760185879 fyi, fuck it half way: https://dn721905.ca.archive.org/0/items/caqa-de-gogo/%CE%B5%3E%3C3%20fuck%20it%20half%20way%20%28apocalyptic%20hymn%29.pdf 1760185881 lol 1760185892 wrote this a decade ago 1760185901 except 2nd chorus yesterday 1760186046 Digit: looks like we need to register this channel to set a topic? 1760186054 shall i, or shall you? 1760186128 fuck it half way ; love is all and love is everyone: it is knowing ; phoenix raven: https://archive.org/details/caqa-de-gogo ; if a tree falls in a forest and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound? answer: yes. the tree is alive, as are its inhabitants 1760186134 topic please ^ 1760186303 i will do it. you will get equal ops 1760186305 ok? 1760186328 oh 1760186339 never mind; you would need to op me 1760186343 your hob 1760186345 job 1760187825 i thought i covered it well enough in the topic so far. as best i could fit. did try add more, but, only got so much space. 1760187842 maybe need a side chan for housekeeping... ... and small talk. 1760187897 but yeah, maybe is better way to go, invite all, kick malbehaving. but a kick heavy place puts a chill on the free expression 1760187931 hairu: i have registered the chan (iirc). and there is a topic. see /topic ? 1760187980 oh wait! damn! i didnt register it!??? wtf!? oops! 1760188010 i thought for sure i did. ... musta been a "i'll do it later" and forgot. 1760188055 well... part... and i'll kick logibear, and then part and join to get ops again and register. (doh. i thought for sure i already registered months ago) 1760188972 -!- logibear(~logibear@ks392457.kimsufi.com) has joined ##spiritualityonthespectrum 1760189024 -!- Digit changed mode/##spiritualityonthespectrum -> -s 1760189291 -!- hairu(m-uotkmd@user/hairu) has joined ##spiritualityonthespectrum 1760189478 there 1760189496 no topic? 1760189513 oh there 1760189516 is you client broken? there is a topic 1760189531 same one as before 1760189537 can we reference pheonix raven and my tree falling answer in topic please? 1760189543 ah ok 1760189556 yeah might be my client 1760189559 o well 1760189561 i see it 1760189577 what? why? i dont think so 1760189584 oh the log picked it up eh? 1760189586 all good 1760189593 people can just scroll back 1760189647 ravens have ambigous meaning, some interpretations negative. idk if its in the spirit of the yt chan that inspired here 1760190398 maybe should get a separate chan as an unofficial thecrowhouse chan. n_n raven all up in the topic in there. heh. 1760190700 ok 1760190717 to me, ravens are messengers 1760190722 and kind 1760190728 if you are kind back 1760190746 ok 1760190751 my own channel 1760190759 maybe tuesday 1760192233 there's a thing i started doing in recent years, where when you see a raven or crow or any of the corvid family, whatever you're thinking of, when you see one flying to the left, is a positive sign for what you're thinking of, and if flying to the right then it's a sign to change your thinking about it and get back on the right spiritual path. 1760207903 new cat friend popped by stood near me, looking at me... it's fairly dark, not sure if it saw me or not. n_n saw its white paws. none of the other cats that come by have white paws, nor are so friendly and bold. was only about 5ft away from me. 1760213619 neato. 1760213734 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uSOqXxNqYSM for science and truth and health and goodness 1760223468 [2025-10-11 23:31:06] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mSngkZD4LAw did i post that one already? awesome jordan maxwell. study serves well. 1760223468 [2025-10-11 23:31:06] ^ ► YouTube :: Why Saturn Is the Real God of Judaism & Christianity | Jordan Maxwell :: Duration: 37:50 :: Views: 92,905 :: Uploader: Best Of Jordan Maxwell :: Uploaded: 2025-08-29 :: 3,876 likes 1760223468 [2025-10-11 23:31:37] !gethigherwithabong krb 1760223468 [2025-10-11 23:31:37] bongs are best, grlgrlgrlgrlglrghouhp 1760223471 [2025-10-11 23:40:34] "we now have the opportunity to completely restart the whole world over again"... 1776, the founding of the united states of america. and here we are, 1 plutonian year around again. we have the opportunity. 1760223474 [2025-10-11 23:41:21] good stuff about jesus AND america in that jordan maxwell bit. :) just more context. 1760223477 [2025-10-11 23:41:36] emancipation now. 1760223479 [2025-10-11 23:43:21] i wonder if jordan maxwell ever found out about the kaneh bosm mistranslation. he coulda. sula bennet (iiuc) figured that out in the 1930s. 1760223482 [2025-10-11 23:44:32] the hope is still with america (egalitarian freedom from the royal elites). the hope is still with cannabis=christ. 1760223493 ACTION pokes hairu, decendent of royalty. ;] ^ 1760233438 lol 1760233443 anarchist at least 1760233460 the best way of taking over the world is by not doing so 1760252513 -!- hairu(m-uotkmd@user/hairu) has joined ##spiritualityonthespectrum 1760253055 -!- hairu(m-uotkmd@user/hairu) has joined ##spiritualityonthespectrum 1760254167 -!- hairu(m-uotkmd@user/hairu) has joined ##spiritualityonthespectrum 1760257542 -!- hairu(m-uotkmd@user/hairu) has joined ##spiritualityonthespectrum 1760272472 yup 1760274073 Digit: RAVEN SPOTTED FLYING WITH CROW FROM LEFT TO RIGHT JUST NOW 1760274073 I EXCLAIMED I LOVE YOU! 1760274087 hallelujah 1760279370 i wonder if i actually did register the chan, and a netsplit could have taken away my prior registration... was so sure i had registered. 1760323274 ACTION doses up on the Bill Hicks prayer. :) 1760329815 weird :) 1760329836 the netsplit theory i mean 1760348855 yeah, probably more likely just a derp of mine. 1760348891 https://rumble.com/v707g4g-inside-the-vaccine-trials-the-movie.html well worth watching. regardless of prior notions about the topic. 1760368315 Digit: i made the game channel 1760368318 ##big_w0w 1760369589 meep 1760387363 oh, another from the inspiration for this chan. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mI1FbNQTQk8 1760460718 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_mVBbdbqHmw electrons are not perfect points, but probabilities, that do not ever reduce to absolute zero, out to infinity. and this is true of macro things too. 1760460999 noice 1760461784 then i added to that in another chan, for the benefit of krb, who's stuck on the depressed notion that we're "infinitesimal": 1760461788 [2025-10-14 18:05:53] then can consider the ranges of scales smaller and larger, and, temporally too, shorter and longer, than the probability peak. consider, there are more orders smaller (e.g. planck length 1.616255 x 10 x -35th power ) than larger, observably, 4.4 x 10 x 26th power meters, fathomnably 1.1 x 10 x 29th power meters, theoretically infinite beyond that. so for as much as we can observe and fathom, even without 1760461788 considering ^(like how our 1760461788 [2025-10-14 18:05:53] probablity fields extend apparently infinitely), we are VAST. not infinitesimal. even when considering plausible infinite expanse beyond the fathomnableuniverse bubble, we still extend infinitely. 1760462230 we are simultaneously infinitesimal and infinite 1760462244 due to our quantum entanglement to the love particle 1760462251 via soul 1760462252 imho 1760462274 [oh no. not you as well now. lol.] do tell... how are we infinitesimal? 1760462299 :> 1760462300 [i really thought i'd thoroughly refuted that perspective that time... even had the maths and physics to prove it!] 1760462303 because so is the universe 1760462310 think about poop_jubilee.pdf 1760462316 then... it's not the universe. 1760462319 but, that might be something for #big_w0w 1760462321 cant get there from here. 1760462325 ##big_w0w* 1760462404 methinks we need start using a word something like monoverse, to distinguish from the whole universe, and not succumb to the omniverse universe equavlency conflation lingo confoundity ambiguty trip-wire. 1760462435 because, the original sense of the universe, is eeeeeeeverything. we cant then say universe, and what's beyond that. 1760462470 thus, multiverse, comprised of many monoverses. all the multiverses, comprise the the universe=omniverse. 1760462472 "perhaps both requiring and permitting its entire material expression to in fact be contained within the same weightless, spaceless, and timeless single coordinate known as complete void." 1760462489 i call her mom 1760462493 her first word is wow 1760462494 ;) 1760462502 she is also your mom 1760462516 but also... accurate terminology: quantum zero 1760462531 the balance in the chaos 1760462602 i swear, i may have imagined the book... but i didn't write it. i am but channeling my requirement 1760462613 the void, the "zero", but a gateway, to the deep ocean, upon which our familiar universe (monoverse? multiverse?) is but the thinnest ripple atop. 1760462622 :> 1760462630 another quote then: 1760462688 "just hear me out) as a simultaneous transcendental inner experiencing of its own seemingly infinitely accelerating expansion along a handful of space-time dimensions from beginning to end, with varying degrees of density in said infinity throughout, even probably containing black holes inside of other black holes' space-time bubbles" 1760462699 oops lacking ( 1760462701 o well 1760462748 i would love to play big w0w with you while you read the quantum book of the seven seals in hieroglyphic order, Digit 1760462773 UTF-8 archive.org hieroglyphic order, that is ;0 1760462867 just gave me a wild idea. i've (especially increasingly in recent years) proposed that the "big bang" was just a rly massive black hole going bang, but that notion, makes me wonder... spontaneous coherence and structure and space forming within a black hole, with all the coiling and compacting merely relative, and any spiralling observed in our "cosmos" (still within the (from the outside, apparently) unbanged black hole), merely 1760462867 perturberances from the imperfections/lags... 1760462891 exactly 1760462902 cyclical existence 1760462914 :o 1760462930 think about like... 1760462938 wavelengths 1760462948 they have their - and their + 1760462961 more into satya yuga building, than fixating on manifesting calamitous precursor. 1760462966 both are positive, technically... and travel by each other 1760462979 spiralling. 1760462980 which is why they also behave as particles 1760463004 and isnt it fascinating how electrons dont have 360 degrees of spin, but 720 1760463019 well, without any interaction with the rest of them, according to certain revered scientists, they all go in a straight geodesic line 1760463040 hmm 720 eh... like the infinity symbol? 1760463050 not interested in that argument from authority of the priests of scientism. 1760463072 lol 1760463077 you don't like einstein? 1760463097 i'm not entirely certain but i think i recall him being the one who suggested it 1760463109 i oft wonder if it's either bidirectional (like describing a sphere, like dual polar), or if it's highlighting more space, rather than just spinning on two axis... 1760463120 what does liking einstein have to do with it? 1760463132 ah well sorry 1760463145 i misunderstood your statement about priests of scientism 1760463158 care to clarify? 1760463159 posted in g-w earlier: [2025-10-14 16:54:10] <@Digit> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w2Zz5JPjpe0 "the shock that einstein could be that wrong for that long, that when he said you couldnt travel faster than the speed of light, that there could be that much to physics that he didnt know about, when it was so obvious, that einstein only knew a small portion of the real world of physics, that was the biggest shock." 1760463159 [2025-10-14 16:54:11] ^ ► YouTube :: The Night "The Tall Whites" Extraterrestrials Emerged | Q & A with Charles Hall :: Duration: 52:17 :: Views: 11,484 :: Uploader: COAST TO COAST AM OFFICIAL :: Uploaded: 2025-10-11 :: 461 likes 1760463185 hmmm ooooohh 1760463188 neato 1760463194 also coast to coast :> 1760463210 btw ever heard of jerry wills? 1760463211 no... still... what's /liking/ einstein got to do with it? liking, emotional favour, has no relevance here, afaict. and even past that... what's einstein's work got to do with it here? 1760463214 he visited me in highschool 1760463238 i thought he was the one who suggested the geodesic straight line thing, idk 1760463245 the planet of the apes stuntman? ... this is getting even wilder off course now. n_n 1760463248 o rly. 1760463251 lol 1760463258 might be wrong idk 1760463267 einstein was all up in the straight lines was he? :3 one of us needs read einstein again. heh. 1760463273 i'll ask my nuclear physicist buddy again 1760463286 ask em if they have a newtonian notion of einstein. ;D 1760463324 need to read this for him first: https://annas-archive.org/slow_download/dd32311ab3a03c7b0a134a41e9820b8a/0/0 1760463364 there's so much stuff refuting and expanding from einstein's stuff these days. iirc, robert anderton (i suck with names), does loadsa vids on it. recently a glut of conferences/lectures of others on the case too. 1760463370 true 1760463386 lots of science journal redactions lately 1760463440 it's compelling stuff, but i struggle to retain it. entertained in the moment, even sometimes succumbing to "i get it", then gone again in the spray of the next thing, not sitting with it and contemplating it deeply enough to strengthen the neuropathways, just chasing the fascination dopamine. 1760463445 wow already almost 77 minutes have gone by without my smoking a cigarette 1760463453 it's a start 1760463459 breathing air. 1760463461 thank you for distracting me 1760463464 lightly 1760463465 that's the place to look. 1760463470 <3 1760463475 win hof? 1760463477 wim* 1760463478 dont rely on distractions, or you're on an inevitable fail trajectory. 1760463486 read allen carr, save you he can. 1760463493 he makes it easy. 1760463498 and more reliable. 1760463501 well... entertaining my thoughts :) 1760463520 idk, maybe next 1760463546 basically, my nuclear physicist buddy read this and wants me to... so maybe after that it'll be your turn to suggest the next book to us 1760463548 ? 1760463602 yeah, but how your thoughts are formed, that's the very stuff of is... are you manifesting focus on smoking? or on the absence of that? like, are you becoming a "non-smoker"? non-smokers arent thinking about smoking or in terms of how long they've not been smoking. ... get that shift right in your thinking, your perceptions, then the rest falls in place WAY EASIER. and certainly more reliable than trying replacements, 1760463602 distractions, willpower, channging delivery method, etc. 1760463618 i am not focusing on smoking 1760463624 just noticed now that time flew 1760463637 forgot even 1760463645 yeah, but how you phrased it... that's got the self-sabotaging hook still in it. 1760463649 true 1760463652 :< 1760463654 allen carr explains it better than i can. 1760463658 it's not to feel bad about. 1760463660 o well, progress: not perfection ;) 1760463663 throw that frown away. 1760463669 :>~ 1760463678 (~) 1760463683 yin yang ^ ? 1760463695 sideways at least 1760463711 yo btw 1760463713 what do smoker's do when they're stressed? they smoke. so there's no beating yourself up about it, especially as you're transitioning to a non-smoker. an air breather. a pink lung['d individual]. no shame in the truth. 1760463715 i learned a cool ritual dance 1760463723 truth 1760463729 ok so 1760463743 'bout 80 minutes breathing just air? :) 1760463762 imagine doing the infinity symbol with each of your limbs and letting the infinity symbol spin around automatically in whatever direction you feel is in sync with everything around you 1760463765 that long, letting your lungs heal. 1760463768 on your torso 1760463781 consider your neck and head as part of the torso 1760463784 sounds like some qigong stuff. 1760463786 then look up at the stars 1760463789 oh neat 1760463793 already exists? 1760463793 i often intermix qigong with wim hof. 1760463798 and loadsa other stuff. 1760463805 neat 1760463808 also 1760463816 like golden string, and mantak chia. 1760463820 imagine facing one palm to right between saturn and the moon 1760463826 the other towards where the sun was setting 1760463834 with intent 1760463855 imagine a golden string, gently pulling you up from the crown, and smile lovingly into your organs, one by one 1760463881 yuss 1760463901 saturn and the moon? are they conjunct now? i have such a hard time keeping track of the moon. the cheeky bugger keeps moving so fast. n_n 1760463908 when i was entirely "manic" i could feel my vibrational communications between each of my body's cells 1760463914 more difficult to access now 1760463916 meds etc 1760463932 Digit: they were september firts during my quarter moon ritual 1760463938 first* 1760463957 i wonder, under an ekg or whatever it is... brainwave scanner... if manic states share any similarities to gamma(++) meditation. 1760463967 then on september 19 i watched the bullhorn (smile) crescent moon rise with saturn glimmering to its bottom right 1760463979 noice Digit 1760463983 i lso wonder 1760463985 also* 1760463993 brb though 1760464004 i kinda presume maybe similar freq, but less coherence. 1760464611 bbiab actually, going out for lunch... ttyl 1760479149 hairu: pls look again at the topic in here. keep that kind of guff outta here. no need to stuff up the log with that shit. all the vertical chat's irksome too. both, contrary to the purpose of this chan. 1760479168 no small talk, no flooding. 1760479178 jump straight to the juicy stuff. 1760479245 and if you have no juicy stuff, stfu is better than noise. ... otherwise, it means a fat exhausting fucktonne of work for me to gut all that from the log, so the log serves its purpose, of just being the juicy stuff. 1760480358 -!- hairu(m-uotkmd@user/hairu) has joined ##spiritualityonthespectrum 1760481273 -!- hairu(m-uotkmd@user/hairu) has joined ##spiritualityonthespectrum 1760492597 Digit: understood. 1760515446 here's some juicy stuff, latest derp with kurp https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VMzNQ5XII0A 1760515569 heh, and here's oodles of examples of neurodivergent peeps on about what the smalltalk noise is like for them. https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=neurodivergent+hate+small+talk i imagine some of them are 100s times more ocd then me. 1760515804 oh, and https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XKzkrsCUE2k another from spirituality on the spectrum (and not just an ai built song, a proper episode again, yay). heh, perhaps shoulda had those 3 yt links prioritised in reverse order. n_n 1760516490 ACTION wonders, listening to the sots ep, topic clarifications, visionary audhd souls juice, not the "sanitising" gatekeeping as much the degeneracy conventionalism. evoking, reassuring the visionary, disrupting associations with the degeneracy conformist patterns, restoring the authentic juice, not the empty churn reflex flailing 1760516953 <- not a broken furby toy in need of ego stroking. XD & timeless log, nor present participation, needs brb/bbiab said or read, regardless if insecure narcissus's future faking, or compassion over balance in fear of other's imagined fragility and impatient need for connecction from illusions of separation. all are here, eternal. 1760517328 audhd visionaries, combining future building, unburried, for each and all. you are not broken, you are patterned fire answering the call. lelt there be light. 1760518414 heh, loads (all(?)) of those yt search results are more about how to like small talk, how to get good at it, rather than accepting acknowledgement of the insincerity and banality of it. i say accept that acknowledgement, rather than considering it noble and purposeful coddling and denying the atrophy that comforting guff causes. we're each and all better than succumbing to that ever deepening hole. it's not organic. it's 1760518414 conditioned diminishment feedback loop we can transcend. be the spark, immediately, as you already are. not the insecurity it covers and coddles and causes. 1760518493 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hOfbEuaxnok :) there's the first good one. 1760518731 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=44fkZjOcPMU "any feel of light tough, is torture"... and so why contort to torture? why atrophy in the comforting coddling convention that makes it torture? embrace the hormesis, grow in resilience to true essence and essential, skipping the small conventional wrapping, straight to the juicy stuff. it's not rude. it's true. 1760518758 lol. "light tough". freudian typo. "light touch." 1760520108 "...during the pandemic, ~ and this where they really screwed up with the pandemic ~ because in lockdown, there's nothing to do but look into shit. i had nothing else to do but look into things that i wouldnt have looked into. i'm not the only one who did that, y'know, so... and then when you have just a little bit... Jimmy always said, once you see it you cant unsee it. i think people sense that, and go out of their way to not see 1760520108 it." 1760521877 "eugenics psychopaths at the top" yup. face the horror. time to snap out of the system's hypnosis. :) 1760526703 ^ best ep of derp yet. :) even head and shoulders better than the 5th one that mentioned the sonora aero club and charles dellschau. 1760543130 -!- Digitteknohippie(~user@user/digit) has joined ##spiritualityonthespectrum 1760543303 -!- Digit(~user@user/digit) has joined ##spiritualityonthespectrum